I am very sorry I have not written lately in my blog on my grandchildren.
Over the past 4 months we have had a lot of heart ache as we go through the normnal actions of each day. November 15th 2012, we woke up getting ready to look after Jesse and Harley for the day as Lauren had a very early appointment in the city.
Rob getting ready for work, and his mobile rang, I just missed the call, so I ring Leesa back. Oh Good I thought, I look like looking after Memphis again. And the three of them are getting on so well, as we do not get to see a lot of Memphis, I make the most of the days I get to look after her.
I dial Leesa's number, and a shrill at the end of the phone. Leesa.
Leesa
is that you.
I just hear a maze of noise. what
Leesa is that you. Rob grabs the phone. Leesa, Leesa, he stops......and so did time.
I do not believe to this day, I still wait for her to be dropped off while Leesa goes to work.
Our beautiful baby girl, No NO,
We all have chellenges in our life, and we are certainly having enough for two lifetimes.
This is not right.
There is no explanation, as yet, as the coroner works through medical reports.
A virus 30 - 48 hours beforehand, and Leesa took the day off this time to look after her.
This was to be her last day.
To this day, we do not know how something in this day and age can take one so full of life, so quickly, and yet, to everyone else....the days go on.
Over the past 4 months we have had a lot of heart ache as we go through the normnal actions of each day. November 15th 2012, we woke up getting ready to look after Jesse and Harley for the day as Lauren had a very early appointment in the city.
Rob getting ready for work, and his mobile rang, I just missed the call, so I ring Leesa back. Oh Good I thought, I look like looking after Memphis again. And the three of them are getting on so well, as we do not get to see a lot of Memphis, I make the most of the days I get to look after her.
I dial Leesa's number, and a shrill at the end of the phone. Leesa.
Leesa
is that you.
I just hear a maze of noise. what
Leesa is that you. Rob grabs the phone. Leesa, Leesa, he stops......and so did time.
Leesa, he gasps, he drops his shaver, Leesa. Leesa.
He looks at me, now an everyday look, but he looked for the first time, his heart broke, he looked at me, Whats wrong, I said.
Memphis has passed away.
What I screamed, NO. No. No.
The nightmare starts, and we still live this nightmare each day,
I do not believe to this day, I still wait for her to be dropped off while Leesa goes to work.
No, No
Our beautiful baby girl, No NO,
It is so heart wrenching, heart break is not enough to say.
We all have chellenges in our life, and we are certainly having enough for two lifetimes.
But this is the worst thing that could ever happen.
Our love for all our grandchildren, since this day, Elyse has had a beautiful little girl called Aaliylah. Andrew, Memphis's father asked his sister if she could use Memphis for Aaliylah's middle name. So she carries her name also.
There is no explanation, as yet, as the coroner works through medical reports.
A virus 30 - 48 hours beforehand, and Leesa took the day off this time to look after her.
This was to be her last day.
To this day, we do not know how something in this day and age can take one so full of life, so quickly, and yet, to everyone else....the days go on.
Ours stopped that day. We paint a smile on our faces for others as inwardly, our hearts bleed.
I am sorry, if this upsets anyone, our beautiful little girl, is now an Angel.....and we look to the sky each day trying to sneak a peek for a beautiful angel in the sky.
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